SCHOOL'S OUT!

Exams are finally over!! 

No more whining t eugene about my brain exploding or wanting t cry cos i want t sleep and fuck studying.

Say hello to 1 and a half months of holidays.

But somehow, i feel,                 empty.

Though i know i'm not in school half the time (is half an understatement? hahaha) 

but it's the feeling you get when you know you have a routine t follow and assignments t complete.

Hmmm.. the busy feeling.

Yea but it's all empty now.

No bf, no job, no activities in mind besides partaye night every friday.

Tell me how!

Okay never mind, i will open Words later and plan out a whole list of things t do (though 3/4 of it will still be undone when the hols end)

because then it will make me feel less empty.

& today's ess gra paper was a joke!

I went in late and came out early and all i could vomit out was crap.

First question was "List the steps to reset a workspace in illustrator"

ME WROTE "Click on File, then Options, then Reset Workspace"

HAHAHA DO THEY EVEN HAVE THIS OPTION CALLED RESET WORKSPACE?!

I think i sure get A liaoz. 

Running back in the rain after school.

Didn't enjoy it a single bit. Made me feel more pathetic. So cold. And lost. 

But the hihao horzzz, so kind, he kept looking out for me while we ran in the rain cos i was like "AHHH I SCARED I SLIP AND FALL LEH!"

But hahaha, i wouldn't be running in the rain anymore when i get my 3 :D

Napped when i got home then dinner at 85 with Nuo, Sam, Best, Yuan, Ming, Nic, Wood and Kram.

Missed them a hell lot!

& Sam made me laugh like crap.

We were walking on the pathway and then she said "Let's take a picture. I brought my cam out today."

And she fished out this super retro cam and introduced it as Diana.

I laughed for 3847283 minutes.

And then she said "Wait, this is Diana's headgear" and she took out this extra light thing t fix onto the cam.

HAHAHAHAHAHA WTH SHE IS CUTE DE LOR.

Aquarius after dinner where they experimented something and i just laid on the deck chair plugged in.

And then HK Cafe with DKoh aka my Bonnie and Clyde.

XJT's song was playing when i got on his car and i was like wtf why this song!

But you know how sometimes you feel fucked when something reminds you of a certain someone yet choose not t turn away from it. Like stay there and continue being slapped in the face and bang bang in the heart. 

Or maybe you could say that i just didn't wanna stop thinking of him.

Hahaha i know right... so gian song. 

Okay so anyway i laughed like hell with DKoh which balanced everything off.

Awesome coffee-talk.

Great! It's raining now.

I am going to bed.

Good night love.

I still miss you.

Dear Diary,
It's 718am
& my heart broke again.
Wouldn't mind exchanging 10 times of fever/gastric/whatever fer 1 heartbreak.
Prince and princess didn't live happily ever after.
I thought they always do.

May you find love again.

With love,
xxxx

254am.
I'm leaving everything behind.

Was looking thru old testimonials on friendster (YES AGAIN) when i came across this.

Dizz Nick
04/2/2006 7:48 pm
hiee hiee worxss?? ima bloody groosss doggie with a pathetically gross language! i lurvbe EuuuxEx. i tink tts enuf to make ur hair stand. i have yet to see ur testi for me so im gona rite sumtin short. its alrite tt u first time use keyboard la. since u are used to chattin with snail mail. never mind la. i will train u to use a computer.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA WTF IS SNAIL MAIL!
ZOMG I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING. (btw, this was written by nick t nuo)
haha many more luh. but lazy t ctrl c ctrl v ctrl c ctrl v.

Oh and just now i was trying on old clothes. (I REALLY HAVE NOTHING T DO)
I used t be a topshop size 8-10
but i'm a size 6 now.
hahaha i WAS a ball.
I needa get rid/sell my size 8s and10s fer more 6s.
Soon.

Alright, off t smoke, bathe and sleep.
Good night!


Piglet smells like you so i shut it away in my wardrobe.

Today,
my heart broke.
died on me.

But love comes with heartbreaks, right?


& today,
I made a wasted trip down t the clinic cos i was still having my period.
Down t tp t submit my forms.
Met Best t buy the stuff from 85 and back t Nuo's place t wait fer the auspicious hour. hahaha.

Surprised Miu by turning up at her place with balloons, her favourite tiramisu cake and all her favourite food.
hahahaha still got formation hor!
Ate a lil and i felt like puking.
They suspect i'm anorexic.
haha wth! Me? Anorexic?
Like that my eating disorder fail until sibei jialat.
Yeah but they said i grew skinnier leh! :D
& yea, i admit i have eating issues :(
Played some stupid/lame game called 'yi deng zhu' (one pig?).
HAHAHA SOUNDS MEGA SILLY BUT SUPER FUNNY OKAY!

After everything, headed down t Blu Oasis with Best and the rest.
Debated over whether ming or nick's more gross. wth hahaha.
The things they can think of.. tsk.

Today, Best said something
"Girls like bad boys. But girls love bad boys even more when they change t good boys for them"
WA LAO SO TRUE RIGHT!
& that's how i ended up falling fer a certain someone so deeply.
But oh well.. i have trust issues.

& i'm learning t move on.


The nights are so unkind.
Bring back those nights when i held you beside me.

So i'm blogging again. right..
I need a new laptop.
& till my laptop arrives, there will be no photos posted.
So this is gonna be boring. like boring boring.
Gotta be up early tmr fer my medical appointment which i have been procrastinating since last week. haha. what's new?
& erm.. i have t make the trip down t tp t submit my forms.
& tmr's miu miu's 18th.
In short, tmr's gonna be a bbbuuusssyyy day.
Just as well, can keep my mind off matters fer the time being.
& after all the drama, i'm back t being single.
Haha i can sense a certain someone gloating over my misery.
But oh well!
School's starting on 21st april fer me. like finally.
Have been bumming around too much.

Okay, hair's finally dry.
Good night people!

So i'm learning t fall with no safety net t cushion the blow.
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me.
There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree.

Hello. It's almost 630 in the morning and i'm not in the right state of mind.
When i say not right, i don't mean emo emo but the complete opposite.
I
just
feel
like
laughing
at
nothing


okay, i'm gonna call someone up and laugh.